2005 has been an okay year, if one of transition, rather than any particular mood.

2004 was crap. Family died, people were crappy, I got depressed. So, mostly 2005 has been a case of getting past all that and recovering. I still miss my grandparents, but the edges on the grief aren’t so sharp anymore and it’s easier to live with. I realise that it’s not me, it’s other people that are crap and that helped me to move on in various parts of my life and to really get past the depression, which also had the benefit of time and distance from the events that caused it.

2006 looks to be a good, if insanely busy year. I have insane amounts of coursework to do, which really I should have been working on over Christmas. Oops. I have exams to pass, a degree to finish and some kind of job to decide on and acquire. 2006 is going to be the year when I grow up, stop going to school and get a proper job. A bit crazy really.

Originally from hallelujah on December 31, 2005, 7:17am